Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Sunshine in my Eye!: Mango People!

Sunshine in my Eye!: Mango People!: There may be different definitions of a term called 'Mango People'...Masses, Public, herd of brainless sheep but have you ever considered wh...

Mango People!

There may be different definitions of a term called 'Mango People'...Masses, Public, herd of brainless sheep but have you ever considered why a royal fruit as mango considered such and connected to a term as lame as this. Come to think of it Mango of all the fruits is the most sought after and the most expensive fruit to be found in all the countries around the world...we may be the only few lucky nations that have so many varieties available....our majority may be the ones dying to have only mangoes because they taste genuine and full of true and sincere flavour but the rest of the world do not have easy access to these fruits. For the Mangoes are the epitome of good quality and wholesome taste. Then why do the self acclaimed upper snobs degrade a simply exquisite fruit as mango? why not an apple that were the causes of fall of Adam and Eves or Nutty Bananas that are solely connected to monkey businesses? why not cherries and strawberries that are smallest seedy fruits with least amount of flesh or flavour to last in your mouth?? is that what you consider the idea of choosing the unique and ending in getting nothing in return??
If finding a juiceless apple or splotchy banana or tarry cherries your idea of being a special class that stands apart from being,'Mango class' then be it..I would rather be a Mango then a cherry on the top that is only considered decorative only for a while and thrown away when you really want a piece of that delectable chocolate cake which is again akin to mango..most sought after by most of the people!

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Sunshine in my Eye!: Time Tunnel!

Sunshine in my Eye!: Time Tunnel!: I  wish I were in a time tunnel where I could at leisure move from one time to another . Erase my mistakes and redo the things I did and did...

Time Tunnel!

I  wish I were in a time tunnel where I could at leisure move from one time to another . Erase my mistakes and redo the things I did and did not...tell her I loved her more than any thing and adored her pretty face that lit up every morning and her bubbly personality that gave me hope to carry on and fight with life and complete my life missions. I wish I could give her more happiness and satisfy her need to be loved more and more. I wish I could give her more time when all she craved was my company and her constant bickerings about my giving her lesser time as i got busier and busier with my family and friends and my jobs and errands. Although God knows I tried and I made serious efforts to be with her every week and every month when i was far but i wondered and felt frustrated why she was not still happy to leave me and let me go home. Now I understand that feeling of letting go of your loved one...of feeling the pain of the one who is closest to your heart..of having that urge to hold them and touch them and cuddle them.
Yes she was my mom who quietly left me in a lurch one fine day two years back. I tried telling her I needed her and loved her that day but she only listened and nodded and forced a smile and uttered in her frail and feeble voice..a whimper..that from now on you are completely on your own.........
I am on my own mama but i will never be alone..I know...I have your memories imprinted in my mind..I have your picture posted like an old dried rose that fades with time but the beauty of that rose remains in your heart...I just want you to know Ami.you made me what i am today and I owe all this to you..I love you with all my heart and I miss you every day of my life!keep smiling and keep singing where ever you are!