Saturday, February 26, 2011

Sunshine in my Eye!: An Enigma to unravel!

Sunshine in my Eye!: An Enigma to unravel!: "Sundays are the most complicated days in our life rosters. One wants to sleep the entire day or rather plans the whole week to do so but the..."

An Enigma to unravel!

Sundays are the most complicated days in our life rosters. One wants to sleep the entire day or rather plans the whole week to do so but the day it arrives one is up at 6 am in the morning wanting to go for a fresh morning walk which in normal cases one would hate to do and plead not to be wakened.Whine and protest..growl and threaten the one who is performing the hated duty to wake you instead of sleeping himself of dire consequences. In my case Tit for tat. wake him at 5 in the morning and jump back to sleep Ha! so much for being dutiful listening to all I ask for. Why can'nt people do other nicer stuff like buy nice jewels every other month for me or bring flowers every day or take me out every other day to the most expensive places or let me eat when i crave for the oddest things at the oddest hours of the night...well they only do what they feel like doing like wake me up on a week day and think all chores will be done..break fast,  taking care of school kids which thankfully we have none any more, pets food,menu decisions to be directed to the kids, house cleaning by the lady and the cleaner sooo...is that why i need to be up so early all week days. I need to have a break on a sunday.its cleaning mans off day, no house lady with umpteenth juicy stories. no kids to wake up..no office, no early break fast, not my day to feed pets so whyyy do I wake up on my own at 6 am with no help from my darling hubby mind you and there I am coaxing him, cajoling  and pleading him to go for an early morning stroll by the lake and he...in my fashion squirms and squeals and groans and threatens to do the same to me on a week day...Aha! now i get it its a chain reaction that goes on and on.
Any ways a Sunday is an Enigma to unravel in my case. I feel like exploring it thoroughly, fully till it finishes till the end..till its last hour. Enjoy every min of it. Walk, come back have a hearty breakfast from a diner or cook one adding all the most interesting recipes and ingredients to it, take a short nap after that heavy meal. jump up again lest it finishes, go to sunday markets..explore the beaches read the classified ads, call each and every one even the pet stores may be even visit those stores buy nothing, have nice tea someplace quaint and quiet and then return home after a tete a tete with some friends at a hangout or a quiet coffee at their house..wearily head home not quite satisfied that we made the most of a Sunday. Still more mysteries to unravel the next sunday. Explore the enigma of a Sunday but till we do that there's an entire week to pass by. Boring and unending week to dread. Well my Sunday has just started and I am on my way to explore the Sunday market tresure. Wanna come along???? I can offer you a cup of nicest coffee on our way back..well enjoy..go on unravel this enigma and explore the pleasures of a SUNDAY.



Friday, February 25, 2011

Enigma - Age of Loneliness

Sunshine in my Eye!: Sand in my Shoes!

Sunshine in my Eye!: Sand in my Shoes!: "I am home..my sweet home ..where exists my kingdom. I feel loved, cocooned and secure but why does it feel so empty suddenly?? is it the fee..."

Sand in my Shoes!

I am home..my sweet home ..where exists my kingdom. I feel loved, cocooned and secure but why does it feel so empty suddenly?? is it the feeling of that empty nest that shines with strands of gold and threads of silver but longs of chirping tweets and whispering murmurs and giggles and laughter in the corridors. the hugs of assuring love are no more there. Is this how life completes its circle and moves ahead to complete yet another circle of love. it started with mine with a band of love and vows of eternal faith and now that last circle has been broken with the demise of my mom my own circle finishes that journey and creates two more life journeys. Complicated..is'nt it? this life!
I feel as I have sand in my shoes...as if I have left behind some thing and long for it again.is it my heart? my life or my love?? Its an unending enigma that i have to unravel with time. Only time is the healer..sand will keep pinching me in my shoes but the oceans will grow older and bigger. I will live at the end of one ocean and my life will be longing to reach the other oceans.Sad?? no I am certainly not sad only empty..I need waves to move my life ahead. I have to dive into these waves and swim out of each transition of life. Till these waves engulf me completely and I become a part of them..like that message in a bottle that keeps bobbing and reaches only those who long for that message. Circles will keep completing and life will keep moving on!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Sunshine in my Eye!: No Regrets!

Sunshine in my Eye!: No Regrets!: "Hi there, long time no write ups heh??? well i have been really busy with a wedding and that too a v imp one in my life ..my son's. Any ways..."

No Regrets!

Hi there, long time no write ups heh???
well i have been really busy with a wedding and that too a v imp one in my life ..my son's. Any ways as it is it was one hullabaloo, lots of fun and frolic..preparations for the gifts and dances and events.Phew am I poofed out. no breath left. had the most fun myself despite the emotional and financial drain out. No regrets!
Life is short, sweet and there s no room for regrets ..enjoy all the moments..savour each morsel..drink in all the beauty in this world as if its your last hour. Only then one can realize its worth. The blessings we have been bestowed with.I may be the mid aged moma of a proud clan but i feel i have a life of my own as well. A rel living full of life vivacious personality. I can shout, sing aloud and dance till I drop.And why not thats the secret of my eternal youth and beauty. I advice the same to every one the same.No regrets.. no jealousies, no worries. Dwell in a positive aura and exude this light around you. Its contagious you know. Makes you and the people around you feel elated.
I guess one must learn to accep ones faults and others as well and move on if bad times strike. Regretting only makes it worse.I love life..its blessings..its cultures and people. Theres so much to live for. die for, yearn for. So, why regret when life has been so kind in so many ways. if not financially in kind or family or love. Think what others dont have and you have. The love of family the appreciation of friends, the satisfaction ofjob, beauty of life around you, the colours and fragrances and smiles..all so overwhelmingly important in our life. all we need is a little positive approach to life..a friendly demeanor and a lot to thank for to our creator.
Life is good..No Regrets!! thanks to Robbie williams philosopy I Feel life and revel in its beauty!!