I am home..my sweet home ..where exists my kingdom. I feel loved, cocooned and secure but why does it feel so empty suddenly?? is it the feeling of that empty nest that shines with strands of gold and threads of silver but longs of chirping tweets and whispering murmurs and giggles and laughter in the corridors. the hugs of assuring love are no more there. Is this how life completes its circle and moves ahead to complete yet another circle of love. it started with mine with a band of love and vows of eternal faith and now that last circle has been broken with the demise of my mom my own circle finishes that journey and creates two more life journeys. Complicated..is'nt it? this life!
I feel as I have sand in my shoes...as if I have left behind some thing and long for it again.is it my heart? my life or my love?? Its an unending enigma that i have to unravel with time. Only time is the healer..sand will keep pinching me in my shoes but the oceans will grow older and bigger. I will live at the end of one ocean and my life will be longing to reach the other oceans.Sad?? no I am certainly not sad only empty..I need waves to move my life ahead. I have to dive into these waves and swim out of each transition of life. Till these waves engulf me completely and I become a part of them..like that message in a bottle that keeps bobbing and reaches only those who long for that message. Circles will keep completing and life will keep moving on!
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