Life seems such a waste.. every morning I wake up to the sounds of chirpy birds beside my window sill.. a whiff of morning glory tingles my nose through the open window that my hubby leaves ajar before he leaves for office.A tiny ray of sunshine peeps in through the corner of the curtains and I squint my eyes to look at the clock in front of me.9 am...still time to while away the day.Maybe one more hour in bed..contemplating life's sorrows and harsh realities. Well this is a normal routine of a house wife. or rather a house wife in her middle age when there's hardly anyone to look after..tend, care!! Life seems so easy and drab and monotonous. Day after day, the same routine , the same monotony..no respite,, no change!
I want some sunshine in my life ..the same sunshine that once made my life worth getting up for. The same sunshine that made me sing in shower and sing all the way to my office an hour away from my home.there was always a twinkling in my eye then. They named me the Sunshine girl!! was it just a few years back?? or so it seems like a decade that has gone by.. I have no energy to shine on.the only hope left is to take me away from this ever clouded atmosphere.The rain and sunshine don't go a long way but..if they do there's always a rainbow at the end of the road. Maybe I need a rainbow at the far end to make me shine again.. laugh again :)
Rainbows only appear for a little while and disappear forever I know but however little time it may be there it sprinkles colours of life every where.I want to live again..feel the warmth of life..share these colours and bask in the warmth of their strength.
Maybe out there there are more of us.. wanting to live again..be the sun for little rays that shine now. Maybe there is still a rainbow waiting for us at the end of the road that brings back a reflection of that special sunshine to our eyes..Hope never dies!
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